Can't Work ... Too Busy Eating

This week went by amazingly fast. Except for the difficulties of yesterday morning ... which were something like ...

I just wanted to EAT. Pretty much anything would have been allright.

I just wanted FOOD.

When it comes at you like this.

Hard. Strong. Fast.

An instantaneous onslaught of HUNGER

I have learned this is not

Physical Appetite.

No that is EMOTIONAL HUNGER.

Curiously, it was not immediately apparent, the cause. I had to think on it.

For a few minutes.

And then I realized that PROJECT.

That has been on the back burner, the one that has waited

Until all other things got done.

Well, yesterday was the day, to face it.

Apparently I would have much preferred to eat.

Just about anything.

But then I thought of my Habitcal. Hahahaha.

No. Then I realized I was not going to eat.

Pretty much no matter what.

Once I made THAT decision, the only thing left was to

overcome inertia and get on with it.

Which I did.

And by 4:00 in the afternoon I was no longer STARVING.

EMOTIONALLY HUNGRY.

That EMOTIONAL HUNGER it's just so convincing.

I think adhering QUITE RIGIDLY to the precepts of No S is the only way for someone like me to ... you know ... get through it.

And on the other side it feels really nice, clean, even honorable.
Why? Because I DID get to mark my square green on Habitcal and I DID have a tremendous breakthrough on my project ...

which I definitely would not COULD NOT have had if I had slacked off into one of those ...

Can't work ... too busy eating!

photo: homemade pea, cauliflour, tofu curry with cilantro and brown rice